I am back home from my grandmother's house in New Mexico. I get home after flying for three hours and I get pissed off already. My mom hugs and I missed you sooo much to my lil bro and sis who have been gone for two weeks or so at there grandma's house. But all I get when I saw my mom was "Hi, Derrick" thats it. No hug no I missed you no nothing. Its BS dood. I know I was not gone long but I woud like to feel missed to. Then to kinda top it off I have not heard from my gf for the last couple days I know she was busy with her party yesterday and stuff so I figured yesterday I would not hear from her. Eh I am just being emo I guess my mood is not great today I am still sick from last week and I am trying to get over that plus I got to plan for spring semester in school which is gonna bring a whole new thing of problems in for me. Oh and now I fucking gotta plan all my classes out cause everything is fucking full again!!!!